Making a Birth Plan

Making a birth plan is harder than I ever imagined it would be.

I have a pen and a blank page, trying so desperately to come up with the "right" decisions for Tates little life.

I have looked online for other tri-18 families birth plans.

After talking to UAB, I feel they are going to do whatever we choose is right.

BUT I keep coming back to a blank page.

How do I plan for this?

How do I make these decisions?

What if I make the wrong choices?

I know with the Lords help I can do it, but let me be human for a minute and say

I CANT DO THIS!!!

Today our worst fear came true

Today our worst fear came true.

Our son has been diagnosed with Trisomy 18.
 There are no words to express what I feel right now. Its hard to imagine Tate moving, kicking and squirming around that he, in a medical standpoint, will have no chance of survival outside the womb. I will praise and worship the One who has the power to heal my son!

While David and I cried on the kitchen floor, we I feel the presence of The Lord telling us to simply trust Him. ....and that is what we will do. 
I dont know what each day will hold much less this minute. All I know is....

"God is our refuge and strength,
an ever-present help in trouble."
Psalm 46:1