He shot His arrows deep into my heart. The thought of my suffering and hopelessness is bitter beyond words. I will never forget this awful time, as I grieve over my loss. YET I DARE to Hope when I remember this: The UNFAILING Love of the Lord NEVER ENDS! By His mercies we have been kept from complete destruction.
Lamentations 3:13,19-22

Friday, February 25, 2011

Making a Birth Plan

Making a birth plan is harder than I ever imagined it would be.
I have a pen and a blank page, trying so desperately to come up with the "right" decisions for Tates little life.
I have looked online for other tri-18 families birth plans.
After talking to UAB, I feel they are going to do whatever we choose is right.
BUT I keep coming back to a blank page.
How do I plan for this?
How do I make these decisions?
What if I make the wrong choices?
I know with the Lords help I can do it, but let me be human for a minute and say
I CANT DO THIS!!!


2 comments:

Laine said...

CRICKET!!!!!!! I found you! I saw Ashley last night and she told me you have a blog, and after doing some super-sleuthing I found you! I hope you don't mind!
I am praying praying praying for you and Tate...heck, the whole family is praying for all of yall.
Can you email me? I have some things to write to you that don't need to be in a comment! :)
Sending big hugs and love....
Laine Ferrill

Laine said...

might help if I gave you my email addy!
laineferrill@gmail.com

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